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Puzzles were not the only thing my mother spoke to me about. My mother told Lucas and I as children, in order to find love, you need to lose your mind. I've lost my mind. It's gone somewhere to I don't know. The boy I love does not love me. He never will. Locked together in this place, we could be forced to talk. We may be forced to do a lot of things. But I refuse.
I refuse.