Regretful - TooPricey - Wattpad

Story cover for Regretful by Rixhana

Regretful

Reads 97
Votes 2
Parts 3
Time 12m

Reads 97
Votes 2
Parts 3
Time 12m

anxiety blackgirl blacklove blackreader blackwoman blackwriter bwhm feminity fiction intamacy love lovehaterelationship maturethemes regret romace secrets selfdiscovery urban urbanfiction worthreading

I can't fanthom to understand how I allowed myself to fall for you blindly I can't believe I allowed you to have this type of  hold on my mind and body. Do you understand how much I wanted to talk to you ..to acknowledge you  . How can someone be so addicting and unattainable 

Are you even here.. are you here ? How can you possibly be real? 
I couldn't of made you up in my head
" I'm not everything you thought I would be or what you wanted me to be"
---------
Ariadne Safiya Sutherland embodies resilience ,strength and perseverance she is not invincible though, she holds the burden of failed relationship, miss communicated feelings and things she wish she had said on her shoulders. Follow Ariadne as she spin her thread of personal growth and endures the symbolic dreadful journey of finding herself. Most of all Ariadne REGRETS the feelings she still holds for Storm

Mercielus Storm Alvarez is dislocated  from the whole world contented within his own bubble. Mercielus likes to think he doesn't regret anything, he always been straight forward and unapologetic, coldhearted and unremorseful. His past molded him into who he is today he thinks of himself as flawless. 

Mercielus Storm Alvarez yearns to venture outside of the shadows of his doubtful mind to find who he was once was and remember who she once was. The girl that would avoid him at all cost, who couldn't hold eye contact for a second.. Ariadne.
---
"I never truly felt the qualities of being a women I never felt feminine how can I be that?"All Rights Reserved

anxiety blackgirl blacklove blackreader blackwoman blackwriter bwhm feminity fiction intamacy love lovehaterelationship maturethemes regret romace secrets selfdiscovery urban urbanfiction worthreading

Table of contents

3 parts

Sign up to add Regretful to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Blind Instincts by _Serza

*COMPLETED* My head bowed in a heavy mannor, not in respect, but in trepidation. I discern his unwavering gaze over my ill silhouette. "Look at me." I opened my eyes, though it made no difference. Black is still black, all I am left with are my four senses. He will kill me if I don't look. He will kill me if I do. He will look into my sightless eyes and see my futile existence isn't worth living. He will kill me, and he will be doing the pack a justice by it. He growls a low, throaty snarl to warn me about disobeying an alpha. There will be consequences, we both know that. His lingering growls let me know he is not going to allow me to contravene his word. I steadily inch my head upwards, visibly shaking everywhere else. Maybe he won't notice my depthless eyes from across the gazebo. My life depends on it. "You're blind." ~ Monet was born into a particularly prestigious area of her wolf pack, to parents of extremely high standards. Her legacy is to become the packs next healer, but when she was born completely devoid of melanin, all her mated parents saw was a disappointment. Being born an albino wolf pup meant a lot for Monet, but it mostly meant her condition had taken her eyesight along with it. What happens when Monet meets the Alpha of a neighboring pack? Will he accept her for what she is? ~CONTENT WARNING~ This book contains depictions of physical abuse, foul language, and upsetting scenary. This book is in no way, shape, or form glorifying domestic abuse of a parent or partner. This book is intended for individuals who feel at odds with their self due to their uniqueness. It is meant to shine light on those who differ from the majority; conquering, and overcoming those who lessen them for what makes them special. ~ Word count at completion date: 33,915 ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

Racist Mate by Unknown_jxd

*WARNING STORY MAY BE TRIGGERING * She's black and mexican. He's a white boy who prefers to date white girls ONLY. He isn't against other races so he says it's just his preference. His dad is the main person concerned about the future Luna skin color. His abusive dad threatens to kill his mate if she's of color so is his preference in dating based on avoidance of conflicts ? The moon goddess doesn't give him a mate based on what his father will condone. When he meets his black and Mexican mate... he hurts her, bullies her, and most importantly Rejects her. Rejection from your mate can feel and lead to death of your wolf. At first she thinks he's just scared and doesn't take his rejected too hard but it still hurts. At a high school party he gets intoxicated with his friends and tends to find someone to bring upstairs to have fun with. Your typical fuck boy. His mate comes to the party and he brings her outside to apologize speaking based off his true emotions. Unfortunately later he won't let her think that was him showing his vulnerable side. He takes her virginity that night just to turn around early in the morning and treat her like she was just a piece of meat to him. He makes sure that she leaves the house feeling worthless to her alpha mate. Little does he know she's got a thing for revenge and tends to go too far. How far will she take the disrespect and lack of feeling loved? Is he always the bad guy ? Or is she just naïve and confused. *WARNING STORY MAY BE TRIGGERING* Intentions of this book: To bring light of the darkness of generational racism. Show light of The journey of a person of color in finding self love when you're not the definition of today's beauty standard. Overcoming racism that is taught from older generations not to just be a rebel but to make changes to the future because we are better as one who all bleed the same color. Highest awards: #2 in racial #1 in Quincy #1 in white

𝑽𝑰𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑶𝑭 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬|Book 1 by nenewritesometimes

Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it a memory... You know you're in love when you can say anything to the person and you know they won't laugh at you. When you can see their face when you close your eyes. When you can still feel their arms around you holding you tight after they're gone. When you can still taste their kiss after you have said goodbye. You can tell you're in love when you miss them before they're gone. When their voice lingers in your ears. When their presence eases any pain. When their name sends chills down your spin. When they're the only thing you can think about. You know you're in love when you can see all their hopes and dreams and their soul when you look into their eyes. When they call you at four in the morning to say, "I Love You" and mean it. When your tears stain not only their shirt, but also their heart. When even a simple chore done with them can become a lasting memory. Ultimately, you know you're in love when you can't imagine living without them and can't figure how did you live before you knew them. When they fulfill every need and without them you're incomplete. The love of someone else completes the heart, and sound and mind all at once. 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟓, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎-𝐟𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝟏𝟎, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏

Cynical Souls by DramaQueenforreal

COMPLETED✅ Two high school teenagers finding themselves, analyzing this ever changing world, and building love. This is the type of love you wish you found in high school but probably know way too well that it only exists as fiction. Today I'm turning my fiction to reality. ❣️•••❣️ Excerpt: Just as I was about to seek shelter under some building's roof, the tires of a car come to a halt, I wonder who might pity the lonely girl walking in the rain. The passenger window rolls down, and I spot the most unexpected person seated behind the wheel. "Get in" comes out his voice, and I must've stood there agape for a few moments because next comes his rhetorical question. "Are you getting in or continuing walking in the rain?" Eyebrows raised expectantly. He sounds annoyed, like he regrets his decision to ever stop and help me. ❣️•••❣️ #5 in cynical #2 in loveandfriendship #1 in opinionated #4 in ihatelife #10 in nerdgirl #10 in HighschoolRomance #26 in GoodGirlBadBoy *contains mature themes. *contains cursing.

The Unexpected Girl Next Door by therealsydneyjaneee

Raised in a strict religious household, Aaliyah Jackson knew turning 18 would be a harsh reality check. To prepare, she took on two jobs, striving for independence. Despite her efforts, she struggled with her new responsibilities. After saving enough money, she secretly moved into her own apartment, where she met an unexpected friend. Jacie Winters, 19, has faced many challenges. She fled an abusive household at 17 to live with her grandmother and tough past. Working for her father's gang was an unforeseen twist in her life, but it became her norm. When Aaliyah and Jacie become neighbors, they must navigate their traumatic pasts. Will they find the trust and love they need, or will their haunted histories ruin their chance at happiness? Contains sexual scenes, violence, and other things not suitable for younger readers. Read at your own desecration. I am not responsible for readers choices based on my book. This is book does not refer to real events. Started: January 2024 Ended: June 2024

New Heights by THE_HEADKAY

I felt his hand as it gently pushed the strands of hair that were blocking his view of my face, behind my shoulder. The action caused his fingers to involuntarily graze my jawline and neck making me stiffen. The short contact left my body feeling warm and my breathing to suddenly turn irregular. "I think you look beautiful." He said in that deep, soft voice that made me feel funny. I could still feel his fingers in my hair as they now seemed to instinctively move around the strands. "Thank you.." I whispered, surprised at how softly it came out. Could he even hear it? "My pleasure mamas." He replied, giving me my answer. The words leaving his lips sounded so good that I had to look to make sure he'd actually said them. Before I knew it my body was slowly leaning towards him and even in my dazed state I didn't miss his inching towards mine. • • • Follow Athena Kingman as she experiences life and love in ways that she's never imagined before. This is the story of a young woman growing and learning what it means to fully undergo all of the "New Heights" that come with living out your own journey and the stories friendship, companionship and self-love bring about. Disclaimer: I do not own any rights to the image used to make the cover photo. No need for copyright infringement. BWHM (Black Woman Hispanic Man) BWBM (Black Woman Black Man) BWSM (Black Woman Spanish Man) TEASER CHAPTER IS UP Still adding and editing.

Born Phlebotomist: Hematology Book II by PiscesPleasure

["So yeah you begged me to tell you this afternoon that I love you, right? There it is. I always have and never stopped loving you or being in love with you. No matter how much it was destroying me in the process. And by the way, I NEVER saved you for the glory or praise or because I saw you as a charity case. I did it because in all your shit, nonsense, and destructiveness I think you're the most beautiful thing ever created and you deserve true happiness and to be saved. Even when it means sacrificing myself."] They say everything can change in the blink of an eye, but did they ever say what can change in the span of four years? It seems like a whole lifetime has passed and along with it indescribable changes to adapt to a new version of life. Pick up where Winter left off and see just how many new twists and turns have been added to the roller coaster she and her expanding family call their life. And don't forget: Keep your hearts off your sleeves SHARP FANGS AHEAD! This is BOOK TWO! MUST READ BORN PHLEBOTOMIST first to understand! #1 of Black Vampires 7/2021 #7 of 2.48k Voodoo stories 11/21 #5 of Romantic Drama 12/21 #77 of 8.51K Vampire Romance 7/2022

His Dark Mercy by Amethyst_Moonn

WARNING‼️This book contains abstruse topics such as Dark Love, Abuse, Violence etc if you are not comfortable with the above please feel free to swipe past this book. "Please take me home" I no longer felt like going to work I didn't want my patient to see me devastated and terrified. After a few minutes we reached my apartment as I was about to get out he locked the doors I shivered feeling him turn towards me by now my eyes were glossy. I slowly turned to look at him the smell of blood was painted on him the tears rolled down my cheeks his thick thumb wiped them away my body was shaking I was terrified of this man when his skin made contact with mine my body tingled with a foreign emotion, I looked up at his eyes letting him touch me afraid he would kill me if I moved. "Goodnight my Queen" I shivered at the title he had given me, I was scared to the bone and I was not about to argue with him while he had a taste for blood the look in his eyes told me he still wanted more when he entered the car earlier on. He tenderly kissed my forehead lingering as my heart exploded I waited patiently and shut my eyes praying for him to remove his lips from my skin so I could go home. He finally did and when he unlocked the car doors I jumped out and hurried to my apartment not looking back at the devil in the car. I finally reached my apartment panting and shut the door sliding down my door crying hysterically, I could still feel his cold lips on me. What did I just witness tonight. What did I get myself into. I was scared of the future because I knew surely he would be back to check on his Queen. Highest Rankings #1 in Dark Romance. #1 in Possessive. #1 in Crazy. #1 in Dark Love. #1 in Psycho. © 2016 MCU, All rights reserved.

Scarlet Red ✔ by Happyharriet

What the fuck do you want?"I asked. "Get dressed we're going out"he says. "Hell nah, I ain't going no where"I say going back to my room. All I want to do is sleep and I won't let anybody stop me. I feel a muscular hand snake around my waist pulling me out of my room. "I can't fall asleep so you can't sleep too!" He says forcefully. "I hate you!" I scream. "No you don't, you adore me" he chuckles "Keep dreaming boy" I wanted him to let go of me, not because I didn't like it but because his touch, was driving me insane. It felt great and I can't afford to fall for him, I mean look at him who wouldn't fall for that handsome face and crazy person but that was problem. I'm not his type. He turned me around and this time I was facing him, our eyes met and I couldn't deny it, it felt great to be in his arms. His eyes lowered and fell on my lips. Before I could even say my name, he kisses me. My eyes widened in shocked but I gave in and wrapped my arms around his neck, closing my eyes. God damn!his lips are soft. It was slow and gentle, his hands moved to my face as he increased the pace. My hands moved to his soft black hair. God! I've always wanted to touch it I let out a moan and he slipped his tongue in making the kiss hotter. It was the best feeling on earth. We both pulled away at the same time, panting. Damon and Scarlet, two different people brought together by fate but separated by life. Will they find each other again and just live with the memories of what that had??

Bound To You by iWearGlasses2

"I'm sorry Luna," I said, with the little bit of respect I could muster and slightly bowed my head. "But I can't simply forgive you. You're still thinking that I'm no good for your son. I want to be a part of your family and be happy with you guys and also make your son happy. But right now your thinking I'm just some whore that doesn't know how to properly love your son the way you love him." "Mother, what does she mean by your still thinking?" All I saw on Andre's face at that moment was the worry he felt for his mother. I knew his mother wasn't like this. I didn't know her personally since I haven't been around for a long time but something was definitely wrong with the current Luna. "I'm sorry son but I just can't come to terms with what has happened. I need a bit of time to process." "Does 90 minutes cover the time you need dear?" the alpha said. He had a worried expression on his face too. What did he mean by 90 minutes? Did something happen when I was in that dream? Follow the life of Katalina Regina as she starts her journey on finding out her true power, her true potential and maybe even her king. Will she find a way to surpass all the trials and errors in her way? Or will she fail miserably and die trying? Keep reading to find out! FOR MATURE AUDIENCES contains brief sex scenes and extreme violence Don't be afraid to leave some critiques and let me know what you think about each chapter. I'm human too so I am bound to make mistakes, so please excuse those. I'm writing for the fun of it so please don't critique too hard and leave the NEGATIVE VIBES OUT!! only GOOD VIBES here. Updates on EVERYDAY I hope you enjoy and Thank you in advance ;3

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Blind Instincts cover

Racist Mate cover

𝑽𝑰𝑺𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑶𝑭 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬|Book 1 cover

Cynical Souls cover

The Unexpected Girl Next Door cover

New Heights cover

Born Phlebotomist: Hematology Book II cover

His Dark Mercy cover

Scarlet Red ✔ cover

Bound To You cover

Blind Instincts

COMPLETED My head bowed in a heavy mannor, not in respect, but in trepidation. I discern his unwavering gaze over my ill silhouette. "Look at me." I opened my eyes, though it made no difference. Black is still black, all I am left with are my four senses. He will kill me if I don't look. He will kill me if I do. He will look into my sightless eyes and see my futile existence isn't worth living. He will kill me, and he will be doing the pack a justice by it. He growls a low, throaty snarl to warn me about disobeying an alpha. There will be consequences, we both know that. His lingering growls let me know he is not going to allow me to contravene his word. I steadily inch my head upwards, visibly shaking everywhere else. Maybe he won't notice my depthless eyes from across the gazebo. My life depends on it. "You're blind." ~ Monet was born into a particularly prestigious area of her wolf pack, to parents of extremely high standards. Her legacy is to become the packs next healer, but when she was born completely devoid of melanin, all her mated parents saw was a disappointment. Being born an albino wolf pup meant a lot for Monet, but it mostly meant her condition had taken her eyesight along with it. What happens when Monet meets the Alpha of a neighboring pack? Will he accept her for what she is? ~CONTENT WARNING~ This book contains depictions of physical abuse, foul language, and upsetting scenary. This book is in no way, shape, or form glorifying domestic abuse of a parent or partner. This book is intended for individuals who feel at odds with their self due to their uniqueness. It is meant to shine light on those who differ from the majority; conquering, and overcoming those who lessen them for what makes them special. ~ Word count at completion date: 33,915 ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.