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I Still Miss You 💔. By A.ZChaudhry

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Reads 10,910
Votes 1,171
Parts 58
Time 8h 15m

perfectmafiaboss

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Xandros, a 20-year-old, not too lively and not too excessively grumpy, finds himself in a forever place of a vast kingdom of dead leaves, dry soil and an unwelcome aura around the place. A graveyard. Within a flick of a second, more than he would have ever liked, his entire family is pronounced dead. On the other side of the world. Gone. Perished. Never to return. 

With them gone, he finds himself shutting off his emotions, his wishes, his desires and works hard on just strengthening himself to get through the remaining parts of his life. He has no will to live, no will to earn or to ever find love, let alone have a family. He just keeps on building up his anger within him, sprinkling beads of remorse on them as darkness clouds his surroundings and envelops him, the colours leaking out of his heart as life progresses.

What will happen when he attends Harvard University, strengthens his soul even more, builds up massive walls around himself and keeps everyone at an arm's distance only to find them crashing onto the floor as he meets eyes with a pair of green ones. 

What happens when without Ava saying even one word...........Xandros is propelled towards her. What happens when amidst a journey of beautiful romantic love, powerful comedy and atrocious pains of the divine cracks within the heart...................people lose lives. What happens when in some places, the world comes crashing down while in some places, it lights up as the kingdom rises on the day the Queen steps onto the throne.

Welcome to a beautiful journey of Xandros and Ava, and I hope you will love this Standalone book of mine.

None of the pictures I used belong to me, while the work is solely mine and I would not appreciate Or tolerate anyone copying it. Thank you.All Rights Reserved

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