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Finding Myself

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When the people who are supposed to believe you don't, who then will?
 
When I told my mother what had transpired that fateful night, she looked at me with disbelief 
in her eyes.

So when I went to court, as I told the story again, I didn't expect them to believe me either.

All I wanted was justice for the wrong the committed against me.

But it's hard, isn't it?

Admist the hurt and betrayal, I tried finding myself.All Rights Reserved

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Black & White by ali_cher

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Her Replacement✔ by AakiraAki

He wanted her to be the replacement of the one he loves. She give up to make him happy destroying herself in the process. Love is not something you should give selflessly it comes with repercussion, she understood the hard way. In the middle of trust,betrayal, truth and mystery what will he do when she really become her replacement? Will he forgive her? Will she forgive him? Will their relationship mend? Will he love her? Will she still love him? Sometimes giving up on someone is the best option than getting destroyed while being with them.

Blood Doesn't Forget by Elaisforever

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A Bad Boy's Worst Nightmare (Book 1) by shadowed_descent

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