As I wandered through what was seemingly an endless maze of rooms and hallways, my heart began to sink. Was I ever going to get out of here? As my feet clopped down on the hard tiled floor, my mind seemed far away. I didn't seem to know myself anymore. My body seemed far away from myself. I wasn't myself anymore. As I kept hopelessly walking through the halls and rooms, I thought one thing to myself: Why did I ever even start Syntec?