Niall hates him self. He gets bullied, and he cuts. He thinks he's fat, ugly, and just worthless. You see, Nialls parents died in a car crash when he was 6. He was put into a foster home. Until he turned 18 then he lived by himself. He goes to a regular school now and gets bullied. One day he just couldn't do it anymore. He tried to kill his self. But one boy cares. Zayn Malik. Does he get his wish to die? Or does his savior, Zayn Malik, come to the rescue? This contains: self harm, suicide, abuse, and smut