I want to forget everything but it seems so difficult. I want to prove myself that I am better off without him but what would I do if I ever see him again? What if... What if his not the same person I used to know? Do I feel the same way again or I'll be drowning taking everything with me? Does he even remember me? Past is past. I should focus on my present and make action of my future. That's all I have to do before drowning.
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