This story was not mine but I really like it, I hope you like it too. I read it from ao3 app and this story was written by orphan_account. Five Times Natasha Left Steve for Clint, and One Time She Didn't. "I really want fic where Steve and Natasha are in love, but she puts Clint first one hundred percent of the time. Steve knows this and accepts it, even if he isn't necessarily happy about it.... Because Natasha sees it as she owes everything to Clint. She will do anything to make sure he is alive and well, even if it means doing something that she can barely stand to do. Even if it means shattering her heart and the love that she never believed in. Even if it means shattering Steve's heart."