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Killing Yourself to Live

beengonetoolong

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Reads 17
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Parts 7
Time 45m

beengonetoolong

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alcoholism chrissycunningham drugs dustin fluff henderson humor hurt-comfort implied lucassinclair maxmayfield protective-eddie referenced-suicide sarcasm slowburn strangerthings vecna vecna-snatched

Samantha Walker was someone that her old friend Robin used to consider an almost-Hawkinsite. Sam grew up in Hawkins, made it to freshman year, and was able to move far, far away with her mom in Florida. She got out. 

That is, until her mother went missing and Sam was returned to Hawkins to live with her dad for the final year of her high school career. Thankfully, Robin was there to pick things up right where they left off, and Sam was back on her path to Hawkins-loserdom.

There's always college, Sam would daydream. 
If she could ever get out of Hawkins again...

Alive.


(Fix-it fic Eddie x OC where the OC experiences Vecna visions and joins the mystery gang; various shenanigans ensue )

ALSO The only character that belongs to us is Samantha Walker, all other beautiful beings belong to the Duffer Brothers, as well as most of the plot.

This fic is being co-written by myself and coffee_and_rain on AO3! We will be cross-posting on my account here and their account on AO3, I am still awaiting AO3 to approve my request to make an account :P 

Our goal is to post a new chapter every week (probably on Fridays) HOWEVER we are starting with Chapters 1-3. Enjoy! &lt;3All Rights Reserved

alcoholism chrissycunningham drugs dustin fluff henderson humor hurt-comfort implied lucassinclair maxmayfield protective-eddie referenced-suicide sarcasm slowburn strangerthings vecna vecna-snatched

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