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Killing Yourself to Live

beengonetoolong

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Reads 17
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Parts 7
Time 45m

beengonetoolong

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alcoholism chrissycunningham drugs dustin fluff henderson humor hurt-comfort implied lucassinclair maxmayfield protective-eddie referenced-suicide sarcasm slowburn strangerthings vecna vecna-snatched

Samantha Walker was someone that her old friend Robin used to consider an almost-Hawkinsite. Sam grew up in Hawkins, made it to freshman year, and was able to move far, far away with her mom in Florida. She got out. 

That is, until her mother went missing and Sam was returned to Hawkins to live with her dad for the final year of her high school career. Thankfully, Robin was there to pick things up right where they left off, and Sam was back on her path to Hawkins-loserdom.

There's always college, Sam would daydream. 
If she could ever get out of Hawkins again...

Alive.


(Fix-it fic Eddie x OC where the OC experiences Vecna visions and joins the mystery gang; various shenanigans ensue )

ALSO The only character that belongs to us is Samantha Walker, all other beautiful beings belong to the Duffer Brothers, as well as most of the plot.

This fic is being co-written by myself and coffee_and_rain on AO3! We will be cross-posting on my account here and their account on AO3, I am still awaiting AO3 to approve my request to make an account :P 

Our goal is to post a new chapter every week (probably on Fridays) HOWEVER we are starting with Chapters 1-3. Enjoy! &lt;3All Rights Reserved

alcoholism chrissycunningham drugs dustin fluff henderson humor hurt-comfort implied lucassinclair maxmayfield protective-eddie referenced-suicide sarcasm slowburn strangerthings vecna vecna-snatched

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And we will - Y/n x Steve Harrington by VicBoreale

third part of the fanfic A lot has changed, in almost seven months. Y/n now lives alone. Her family went back to Utah, leaving her behind in Hawkins to her choice. But thankfully, she has her friends and... her secret boyfriend. But as life is only starting to get back to normal, with its friendships, dramas, vacations and works, another shadow seems to fall upon Hawkins. Y/n and her friends are now even more in the eye of the storm, and getting out of it will be much more complicated than the other times they had to face danger. With deep connections on love, at all its levels, Y/n will learn to fight with certainty, to try and defeat the evil. Because this time, Hawkins really is cursed. ! all characters and places belong to Netflix and the Duffer Brothers !

Fly Me To The Moon (steve harrington x reader) (Under Hiatus, to be updated soon by S-I-M-P_

steve harrington x FEM! reader all rights go to the duffer brothers for the main story (along with the script) and characters. I'm just some silly person who thinks writing is fun. Y/n, her story and such, is the only person in this fic who belongs to me. this will be updated when season 5 comes out, as the plot points in this book will be determined on how s5 turns out! in the meantime feel free to enjoy my story and i'll update it when the last season comes out, so for now, this book will be marked as complete (even though it isn't yet) :) "Steve Harrington you are a complete and utter idiot and doofus." "Hey but at least I'm your doofus, doofus." .... Y/N is Dustin Hendersons cousin, as well as the most treasured party member among the group consisting of Mike, Dustin, Will, and Lucas. When Will goes missing, you vow yourself that you will find him, no matter the cost. Little do you know that the cost may be putting aside your petty dislike towards Steve 'The King' Harrington in order to find him. Maybe developing a small crush towards him throughout your adventures and shared trauma while you're at it. ..... slow burn. SLOW. BURN. the slowest of burns you've EVER seen. ... maybe not. but still very slow burn, you won't fall in love at first sight that's for sure. just expect one helluva ride ;) s1 ✅ s2 ✅ s3 ✅ s4 in progress... #2 in steveharringtonxreader #2 in dustinhenderson #1 in hawkinsindiana started : 6.15.22 finished : _._._

The Deal [Eddie Munson] 1 by emunsonlvr

19 year old Samantha Mayfield has dealt with every monster that has decided to visit Hawkins, Indiana. She is constantly sacrificing everything to protect her loved ones. After the death of her step brother Billy, Samantha decides to leave town for 6 months not knowing how much would change in that short period of time. She comes home and has to deal with yet another monster, Vecna. But Vecna isn't her biggest problem. After accidentally bonding with Eddie Munson, the kid who she is tutoring, Sam is forced to stay home and work together with her ex, Steve Harrington, and the rest of the gang to clear Eddie's name. The clock is ticking, and Sam, who promised to never fall in love again, has many decisions to make. Stranger Things owns all of their characters and plots. ( steve harrington x fem!oc ) ( eddie munson x fem!oc ) ( pre- season four • season four ) ( stranger things )

A Chemical Reaction Called Love (Steve Harrington x Fem!Reader) by friendlyfanperson

Being the daughter of Hawkins Middle School Science teacher, Scott Clarke, has its perks, constantly having to explain things to 'King' Steve Harrington wasn't necessarily one of them but it was something you had gotten used to, he might not be the brightest guy but at least he tried, and you appreciated that. You had big plans for the future, but they might be forced to change thanks to a phone call... This fanfic will start from Season 1 of Stranger Things, so all the respective rights go to the Duffer Brothers and other writers, but the character of Y/n, as well as the non-canon storyline change rights, goes to me. Also, English isn't my first language so feel free to let me know if I ever make a spelling or grammar mistake. -Sensitive topics might be brought up so reader discretion is advised -Obviously Stranger Things spoilers -Reader uses she/her pronouns Ratings: #3 in strangerthings1

Heartbroken love by Zunniva

This story is a Steve x oc fem. But at first it's mainly following the friendship of Eddie and the main girl. Steve is just mentioned at times. He becomes the leading man after the whole Vecna awfulness. I will make this into 3 parts; Part 1 Friends and enemies, Part 2 Death and destruction, Part 3 Heartbreak and Love Emma moves with her dad all the way from Sweden to Indiana in the United states. In the small town of Hawkins she's new to school and feels like a freak. She befriends the outgoing Eddie Munson and he becomes the best friend she could have ever dreamt of. She loves him like the brother she's never had. But seeing as something's weird in this small town she's dragged in to events leading to Eddie's death. Emma doesn't know how to deal with life anymore, how do you go on when your best friend in the whole world dies? Well, you could always fall in love with the one guy you swore you'd never ever be more than a hook-up to. The one who helps you cope with Eddie's horrible faith, because he's equally heartbroken over it. This takes place during and after the events of Vecna's curse. All characters involved in sexual activities are considered 18+ 🛑WARNINGS🛑 Strong language, mention of alcohol and drug use, sexual activities (from light to heavier smut), talk of bodysize, bullying, assault, broken bones, chest injuries, threatening language, namecalling, depression, mention of suicide, death and murder.

You Make Me Feel Safe by Jay_Harley_Writes

♡♡♡Nancy looks back up at Robin, their gazes meeting again. "I think when I finally acknowledged that there was a part of me that definitely liked you more than as a friend was when... when you helped me when I was... targeted and possessed by Vecna. And afterwards you were the first person to hug me and embrace me and I remember being surprised but quickly wishing that I could be like that forever because I felt safe in your arms. You made me feel safe and okay"♡♡♡ ♡~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~♡ ♡I HAVE finished S4 Vol.2 already but this fanfic will continue to pretend it never happened after a 'fake' ending, if that makes sense. So no Vol.2 spoilers only Vol.1♡ ♡I do NOT proof read haha so if you notice anything that definitely needs fixing feel free to let me know! I just wing it and have faith in my writing even though most of the writing is done past midnight lmao♡ ♡Basis of this fic: Robin is Autistic and gets comfort from Nancy who helps her in a moment and then they both admit they like each other. Everything goes on from there. Mostly just fluff!! Likely no smut and hopefully no angst either :3♡ ♡Enjoy the Ronance content!!!♡

Love Grows: Steve Harrington's Girl Next Door by driftwillow

"God, you're fucking pretty," he blurts. "Funny," she utters. "Was gonna say the exact same thing about you." ________________________________________ Steve Harrington never really gave Rosemary much of a thought. Why should he? She's just the weird girl next door. She was just the weird girl next door, until they grew up and she aged like a fine wine. ________________________________________ I just wanted to write something cute. Oneshot type fic that follows one of my Stranger Things OCs (NOT canon to my Flipped ST fic). Idk I just always had this headcanon that Steve had this weird but cute neighbour that he grew up with and would eventually fall for. Also always liked the idea of an adorable side-character that had more to her than meets the eye, and would join the main cast in S5. Let me know what you think!

Surrender // Steve Harrington x Reader by jeremyvolkovswife

She didn't know any better. Years of being raised by the evil entity that was once Henry Creel skewed her view of the world she once lived in. When Y/N is sent by him from the Upside Down to infiltrate those that so tediously continue to thwart his plans, she ends up finding something with someone that she never could have expected. Will she betray the one who raised her, who helped her escape that horrific lab? Or will she help him burn it all to the ground? One thing was for sure. There was only one thing that might change her mind... She just doesn't doesn't even know he exists... Yet. ( Set from the beginning of S4 once flashbacks cease but reader has been part of prior Vecna plans. Reader is over 18/older than El to fit with Steve without it being weird and has powers; is 002 in this story so assume the bullies in the show were 003 upwards. Long-ish intro with flashbacks to try and make it make sense lmfao but only a few chapters. Please read TW's before reading and let me know if there's anything I missed. TW: Violence, brainwashing, death, both mental and physical abuse, manipulation, smut in later chapters, fem!Reader, angst )

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