I promise

Harry and Louis have been best friends as long as they can remember. And also as long as he can remember, Harry had a crush on Louis. At first it was an innocent childhood love but he didn't got rid of it, although he tried. Now Harry is 16 and he is still head over heals for the 18 years old Louis. Harry's also openly gay which causes him some trouble. He gets bullied a lot. Louis doesn't noticed that since he's a year above Harry (only one year 'cause he started school a year late). What happens when Louis finds out that his best friend, the boy he would kill for, has been bullied for almost 4 years?
And will he develope feelings for his younger friend?

"Did you ever loved someone so much, that you'd settle on being friends with them and get hurt instead of loosing them, because you can't even imagine, living without them?"
"No?"
"Well then, welcome to my life."

!TRIGGER WARNINGS!
bullying
selfharm
anorexia
homophobic comments
anxiety/panic attacks
suicidal thoughts

Please think about wether you can cope with that before reading :) (I will try to put trigger warnings in the beginning of the chapters)

boyxboy if you have a problem with that don't read it.