I will never leave you
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WARNING: death, suicide, drugs, violence, many tears, emotional content (I hope it doesn't destroys you :) )
After sherlock's death John loses all sense of reason. He sinks into drugs and pain.
I'm still at the beginning of my story, so the description will probably change. I would still be happy if you have a look at it.
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