desolate ✩ b.e
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happierthanyourmom
Complete, First published Jul 05, 2022
Mature
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she was one of the best songwriters the music industry has every seen. your favorite song to absolutely bawl your eyes out to? written by her. she'd one her first grammy at age 15 and her collection of awards only grew. the only problem was that nobody knew who she was. only known as "3s" on all social media platforms, she was a mystery to everyone.

billie never struggled with coming up with lyrics. there was always something that she could write for people to relate to. but when she gets stuck with writersblock, she turns to the mystery writer for help. the biggest issue is billie cant accept the mystery that is of shay sloan sable. 

social media x real life fic
billie x female oc
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