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Lifeline

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Ben and Jay leave London so that Ben can escape his horrid past. Ben's constantly being attacked by his anxiety until he meets someone who might be able to turn things around. But will he be able to get through to Ben especially after the many bumps in the road?

Trigger Warnings: 

- mental illness
- self harm
- brief mention of suicide
- panic/ anxiety attacks 
- violence
- homophobia 
- swear words 
- bloodAll Rights Reserved

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Our Place || Muke ✔️ by kelliclashton2

Everyone knew Luke's family were disgustingly wealthy. He never flaunted it but he knew people whispered about him regardless of his humbleness. People tried to avoid him, even his own roommate Calum, and it was no secret that he struggled with loneliness. Now in his final year of college, Luke believes he's never going to find a genuine or lasting relationships with anyone. Until Michael, a dark haired British boy, stumbles into his English lecture one day. [don't shadow read! please vote and comment as you read the story, it would very much mean the world to me. thank you so much] [Mentions of alcohol consumption and sexual activity]

Beside you 5sos (boyxboy) (Malum, Lashton) by JaderTader637

Michael is suicidal Calum is closeted Ashton has anxiety Luke is anorexic Calum is a jock who has always been popular but has a secret he's hiding from everyone. When he meets Michael he falls in love he decides to keep it a secret in fear of losing his popularity. He is able to suppress his affections for a while but suddenly he finds himself wanting more with Michael then secrete kisses. Micheal once was happy and free, never shedding a tear, but when his mother died in a horrible car accident two years ago he became depressed, suicidal, and started cutting. He is better now with the help of his best friend Ashton but he still has the bad habit of cutting. When he meets Calum his whole life turns upside down. He both wants to shred his hole body and never cut again at the same time. This boy confuses him like no other but when he wants to keep it a secret he has no choice but to obey. Ashton has had anxiety attacks since the time he was seven when his dad started beating him. Around three years ago someone found out and Ashton was taken away. His best friend Michael and his family took him in. He is now going to college and is hoping to make a new start but his anxiety starts to get the best of him as the stress of college thickens. Maybe his new friend Luke can help him more then Ashton knows. Luke was bullied all his life for being fat. He would come home from school crying into his mother's arms. He became so depressed that he stopped eating all together. One day he looked in the mirror and realized that he was losing weight. He stopped getting bullied but still continued not to eat unable to shake the disease. He soon became hospitalized and started to eat again but after he got rejected by multiple collages his self esteem went down and he stopped eating. After meeting and falling in love a guy named Ashton he quickly realizes that he is more than what those people say. Warning: Strong language Smutt Violence Suicidal content

Cause for Concern ✓ by swallowedhearts

[BXB / unedited ] Saying that Max Oran is a disaster would be an understatement: he got himself kicked out of school, his dad has sent him to live with his emotionally distant mother and his friends don't want anything to do with him. When Max starts at his new school, he meets Cole Benson and his turbulent but loyal friends. As Max develops new bonds and begins to fall for Cole, he realizes that, despite everything, he might have stumbled into something beautiful. Eager to embrace the second chance that life has given him, Max begins counseling and, with the help of Cole and his newfound friends, tries to move forward. However, he quickly realizes that there are more bumps ahead than he was prepared for and is forced to decide if he's going to push past his problems or let his mistakes hold him back forever. [ September 2021. - January. 2022. ] #1 in counseling #3 in mental illness #8 in queer #12 in moving on #13 in youth #19 in growing up #24 in bisexual #31 in daddy issues #66 in ya #89 in mental health

Touch of Fire (bxb) by gourmetwithcheese

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Hollow | BxBxBxB by ElijahDiva

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His Sunshine by sunnylanee

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He Says He's Just A Friend by jms777

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