"Can I be with you for eternity? can't i see you everytime? please stay", my voice came out like begging for my dear life.
"you need to realise the reasons, my pretty lady but for you I will try even though I know i will fail", he replies and just after that he fades away slowly leaving me a mess.
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43 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
"We only fuck. We can stop at any time. Just tell me when you will find someone else."
"I will always choose my wife over you.
I am just using you."
He has never stayed to cuddle or talk after we've been intimate. The moment we finish, he's quick to gather his things and leave, disappearing back to her. Every time he walks away, it cuts deeply, leaving me feeling abandoned. It stings, yet I find a twisted comfort in this arrangement; at least I still get to see him, even if it's just for fleeting moments. I try to convince myself that it's better to have these brief encounters than to lose him entirely.