With her, it was different. And I couldn't explain how I felt about it nor viewed it. It was my new obsession I was more than willing to succumb to. It scared me yet brought me comfortable warmth. It terrified me yet I'd dive into death for it and if I have to kill all those people again to have her back, I'd do it in a heartbeat. -- "Until I become someone's priority, until someone puts me first...I will throw myself in harm's way to protect the people I care about. Even if it kills me in the process."