no? just me
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MatureOngoing28m
Last published Wed, Jan 18, 2023
have you ever felt so drained because you've putting all your time and energy into a person knowing they don't give a shit about you and you continue to degrade yourself telling yourself that your not enough because you've spent your fucking time absolutely praising this person telling yourself they are way to good for you and you wont ever get a chance to please them the way you want to and the way they want you to and all you want is for them to appreciate you and care for you...no? just me?...
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