What if i don't want to?...|| kazuscara
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  • Reads 21,179
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  • Parts 14
  • Time 1h 22m
Complete, First published Jul 07, 2022
Mature
Kazuha was hired to ordered to 
"Take out" the prince by getting close to him and murdering him in secret and 
Than to dissapear entirely 
But.... 
What if he doesn't want to?... 
What will happen than?

~

Scaramouche falls in love with what 
seems to be nothing but a idiot 
What he doesn't expect is for this idiot
To be continuously plotting deaths for him 
But each time 
kazuha just can't go through with it 
Until one time 
He has the dagger at the neck of a 
Sobbing purple boy
Everything in him 
Screaming to just finish the job 
Will he?... 

~

All characters within the story are above 18 
Scaramouche is 25
Kazuha is 23 
There will be a smut warning on any chapters containing it 

~

It's depressing It might Include smut and nsfw 
Along with possible trigger mentions 
Mentions of neglect 
along with other depressing subjects such as 
child abandonment 
Snatching children after birth 
Death
Manslaughter 
Etc 

~

And cover of art isn't mine nor do I know who made original 
However I do not take credits for this 
May it be with original artist

~

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