Alone and dangerous #wattys2016

I wish I could go back,
Back to the start.
Back to when everything was okay.
Before I met you everything was better.
Everything made sense. Every object had a place to go, and every one knew who they were.
No matter how much shit got thrown at me, I could always find a path around it. I could always escape.
Well I could until i left. Since then my paths become untraceable.
Every time I pushed something aside something else found a way to fall down.
Every person breaks.
You might not be able to see it but it's happening. It happens everywhere you go.
It's horrible.
You just want to be alone.
But you won't ever be if it's got anything to do with the general public.

When i left that was my breaking point.
I was the one that needed to fade away.
I almost did in fact. I gave up on my path that I had tried so hard to make.
The light was gone. The reasons to try and find a way out had vanished and my ambitions to Carry on had fled from my side.
I was Alone...