𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍 • 𝐄𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐌𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐧

the five stages of grief and for a seventeen year old, who is now eighteen, all falls in check whereas you are a perfect victim to become a victim of vecna.

one; denial. you'll feel so much regret in the action of declaring something to be untrue. you'll continuously tell yourself i didn't happen and soon enough prove it to
be unproven to yourself.

two; anger. screaming into your pillow with a strong feeling of annoyance, displeasure, and hostility. your brain and temples will hurt and your face will be hot, uncomfortable. your mad at the world; your mad at yourself

three; bargaining. a defense against the feeling of helplessness experienced after a aching loss. this one is something you can not recover from. you'll lay straight and think of only how guilty you fell that you can and did nothing. you feel like everything you've ever worked for and anyone or anything you've ever brought yourself to enjoy, like, and love in the slightest was for nothing at all.

four; depression. in this stage, you might withdrawal from life, feel numb, live in a fog, and not want to get out of bed. your trapped in a never ending black hole of nothingness. this world might seem to much and to overwhelming for you to face. you hate the feeling
of might having to talk and to face anybody, ashamed of yourself. you won't feel like talking and experience the feelings of hopelessness. this is the hardest stage. and no kidding, the longest. lasting days at a time to week and months to more, you only feel as if your body was rung out of any emotion once there and any color on your persona.

and five; acceptance. this is to embrace the present; the now. this is to accept both good and bad in order to shape the future, if you've made it this far. It does not mean that we no longer can think about the loved one. out of sight does not have to mean out of mind. Our current "present" has been gloriously touched by the loved one's life. Reflect upon those good times.

and Harley was a victim.