Help me! I'm Falling Apart...
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MatureOngoing8m
Last published Fri, Jul 8, 2022
Hi, my darlings!
Thank you for looking at my FIRST EVER Wattpad story. This is a very personal story, I am Valerie and I would love to bring you on my crazy whirlwind of stepping into adulthood.
Synopsis:
A story of endurance.
Valerie Elizabeth is a twenty-something working-class woman from Cornwall. This beautifully funny book documents her pre-30 midlife crisis as she tries to navigate all the things newfound adulthood offers.
From first kisses to last kisses, from laughter to tears, Valerie's journey shows that through everything... our stories make us who we are, and these moments (good and embarrassing!) matter.
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