Crying in the silence without you
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This is an older story I made a few years ago, but I wanted to post it here to see if anyone likes it. It is a story that resembled the feelings I had when I was diagnosed and in fear of what could happen, especially with my boyfriend, who was online at the time. This is not what actually happened to me.
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