They say life is not a bed of roses but what they didn't tell me is, it is rather worst than a bed of thorns. To me, at least. With the kind of life I've been faced with- a drunk for a father, an addict for a brother and problems too much for an average sixteen year old to handle alone. Finding love has never made the top of my list but life has it's ways of getting you to do certain things you'd never imagine. Change, they say, is inevitable but not all changes tend to be beneficial to the victim. Sometimes it's a lot more, other times less and for some people, just in between.