I love/hate you

I took a deep breathe and walked towards Jacob. As I was walking all I could think about is telling him how I truly feel before it's too late. "Jacob, I need to talk to you." He turns, however as I approach him I slip, but before I could fall I feel a grasp around my waist, "Are you okay?!" said Jacob as I gaze into his deep green eyes speechless. "Precious, are you okay?" I quickly move back as I remove his arms from my waist. "Yes, I'm fine, sorry about that, errmm", i start to stutter, "well...errmm..." Before I could start my sentence I could feel his warm hands on my neck running up to my cheeks, as he gets closer the atmosphere starts to feel lighter, I could feel his breathe on my lips, I could smell the cologne getting stronger, as he gets closer and closer, I close my eyes then... *BEEP BEEP BEEP*, I jump out of bed stumbling on the floor. It was only just a dream. As I slowly get up I start thinking to myself, how could this be? Am I in love with the person I spite the most?