Diary of the Soul
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Ongoing11m
Last published Sat, Jul 4, 2015
It's as the name says. This is gonna be a little diary for me to vent my 'negative' feelings I'll have from time to time. The reason I'm publishing chappies is that I would love to have people who have the same thing happening to them know that they aren't alone in their endless torture. I'm happy yet I'm sad, surrounded by my friends who have helped me ever since I met them, even if they don't know they're helping me. I would like to thanks to them, especially one who listened to me ramble one day.( That goes to you @perry14798 love you to death). So enjoy this little diary!
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