Euthanized Gutted Love
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  • Parts 4
  • Time 53m
Ongoing, First published Jul 11, 2022
"Stay with me mon Chéri, I promise I won't take too much of your time for you to mind." 

Time is running out for Vidé Amouran as he dares thurther into thrills and thoughtless pleasures, tied to his hopeless for another. 

"It's Maddox Euthanasia, I'm supprised we haven't talked before" He rubbed the back of his neck "Since we have been in the same classes for... 2 years? Dear god."

Little did Vidé know, Maddox is not only a inspirational college boy trying to puzzle together his life, but also trying to seal away his unsettling secrets.
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"Stay strong. Menatly, obviously - you can't really do that physically... Yikies." The doctor added.

Now being a downcast and litteral walking rotting corpse, Vidé the charismatic brunette who could about bag any body or item, did not see himself as being a supposed to be bedridden boy at 18.

But he complies "Dreams are just dreams and reality is a monster." 
However he knew there was some wrong in that statement. Was it due to his unexplainable condition? Vidé didn't know, but still he lies awake each night, uneasy at the thought of entering his reoccurring dream that somehow repetidly hinted at the yet to be disasters and dirty secrets his dishonest friends hadn't had the courage to announce.
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What begins must come to an end. - It's Euthanasia, Mr. Amouran.
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