Why not survive? (Smut,fluff, angst) (not finished)
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Last published Fri, May 3, 2024
Currently under editing (mainly Mlm) (will have smut with both genders)
This story follows the life of Asher likely who has known nothing but despair, loss and abuse. The challenges of life as a forgotten shadow that's withering away slowly. When Asher meets his pair under unusual circumstances. What aches and breaks will they go through together.
TW for the entire book it discusses very serious issues in various ways and detail. Do not read if you are sensitive to racism, sh, suicide, death, homophobia, abuse and more
No major character death, cliff hanger or unhappy ending so dw
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