Sex, drugs, alcohol, rock n'roll, concerts, friendships, tears, anxiety and so on. This is Selene's life and she wouldn't change a thing even though this lifestyle can be painful. There are two beautiful boys at ther sight, but will it stay that way? Will everything remain the way they started? When she was still noone and they were "just" her favorite members of her favorite band? The answer is no This is a fanfiction about Josh Kiszka and Sam Kiszka. This story is completely made up. Currently on hold, sorry:( Tw: sex, use of drugs and alcohol, lots of swearing, depression, angst, and anxiety.