𝘀𝘂𝗿·𝘃𝗶·𝘃𝗼𝗿'𝘀 𝗴𝘂𝗶𝗹𝘁
𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑛
-a condition of persistent mental and emotional stress experienced by someone who has survived an incident in which others died.
;𝙆𝙤𝙧𝙞 𝙈𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙤𝙣
Maybe Kori Munson was the slightest bit wrong for feeling such bitter feelings but she also knew that she was such a soft and messy thing. nobody knew how to take care of her. but also because Kori could get so far into her own mind that she forgets that anyone else could care for her.
Kori easily forgets that she's capable of being loved. in fact, Kori forgot that love was a feeling at all. although, sometimes she could imagine how one day she'd write poems about dreams of the people lost in one's memory, the people whom forgotten to love her, that she eventually sunk deeper into her own facade. was she even alive?
so, Kori was fabricated by her own nostalgia of what loved used to be. she wouldn't even call a such thing of love, love. as she was only a woman of such voice, she couldn't even talk at all. to Kori, love was a romanticized version of a broken heart, unable to be healed; a wounded beating object in the human chest that pumped hearty blood through the veins. how was that love? see, Kori didn't know, so Kori would never put herself in a position where she would lose herself to a feeling that she didn't want to feel at all. one that she never wanted to feel in the first place.
ꜰᴇᴍ ᴏᴄ x sᴛᴇᴠᴇ ʜᴀʀʀɪɴɢᴛᴏɴ
- he fell first, she fell harder || what a plot twist you were || all never ending stories are bound to end || i believe in love, i just don't believe in feelings.
-NonConstantWillThisBookBeWrote :)