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anxious and alone |dnf|

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Parts 21
Time 1h 31m

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Streamer Dream (Clay) lives all alone in a small house in Florida. He tries to stream on the daily with his friend George, though after finding out he has feelings for George he becomes depressed. That depression came along with anxiety and addiction. Nobody saw it coming, not even him. 

TW: drugs, addiction, OD (overdose), anxiety/panic attacks, alcohol, relapse, detailed thoughts, suicidal thoughts/depictions, self harm. (All trigger warnings will be located at the top of every chapter.)

COVER ART CREDS GO TO @/vnzndt ON INSTAGRAM

24/7/2022 ~ ?All Rights Reserved

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Here For You by lisaaaaa1616

George and Clay had formed a close friendship since they met in a Minecraft server and knew they lived close to one another in real life. Yet little did George know, that the person he knew as Dream online was actually his bully in real life. After a rough time at school from all the bullying, Dream was always there to comfort him even though he was the one doing the damage. Clay was the one who was poisoning George with his words full of nothing but his own pain. There's a camp coming up and both of them are looking forward to it, until they find out who they are in a room with. The days creep closer and George tries to find every way out of it, but there doesn't seem that there is one... TW's: -Abuse -Bullying -Self harm -Panic attacks -Suicidal thoughts -Mentions homophobia

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Their hearts ached being apart, and melted when they were together. With George's daring, dark past, could he make it through to the future? ~Things to note~ ✰Clay (Dream) and George both attended high school in the state of Florida. ✰They are the same age, 17. ✰There will be TW throughout, some scenes may be too much for some people. I will put when to skip to when I give the TW. Just some extras: If you are ever feeling down, please remember to talk to someone, anyone!! It's so important for your mental health that you vent, you cry and you get better! I may not know some of you but I have been told I give good advice, if your stuck for someone to talk to, my message box is there! I hope you enjoy :D

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