falling back in love with my ex

i am Jessica parker. i live with my parents. i am 17 and my brother bryce is 19. he just moved in with the hype house. my ex jacob day lives in the hype house and he's 20. we dated for 2 years. we have been broken up for about 1 year now. he is dating Tabitha. my brother bryce is dating paige. i am 5'2 and my brother is 5'10. me and jacob broke up because we just didn't work for Each other. we got into fights all the time but i am still in love with him and i'm trying my best to push thoes feelings away. we are still friends and talk all the time but i think thats the reason i'm still in love with him.
i never let him hit or anything like that.
people say that if i did let him we would still be together but i don't like that. we would still be together if we didn't fight all the time. we just work better as friends
jesse: i love you
jacob: then stop loving me
jesse: i can't
jacob: this is why we don't work you blame yourself for everything i do
jesse: fine then. jacob you fucked up
jacob: THANK YOU
jesse: mhm
jacob: now be my little slut and come here

he says as he pats his lap Signaling me to cone and sit on it