"I...ever since I confessed my feelings to him, everything just turned into a mess. I don't know what he really feels towards me. Sometimes, he treats me as a friend, other days, he clings to me too much, and most days, I don't know...he treats me like I am just a dust in the air, unseen, unnoticed...non-existent," he said as tears pool down his face.
Park Seonghwa is in love with his bestfriend, Kim Hongjoong. He took the courage to tell him his feelings and since that day, Hongjoong changed. The way Hongjoong treats him can only be described in one word, confusing. But what he knows is that everything is hurting him now and he doesn't know if he's ready to let go of all the things he's hiding in the deepest recesses of his heart or not.
Hongjoong just sat on his bed looking at the man in front of him with an unreadable expression.
Yeah, he spent the entire afternoon at his studio, but he didn't work. Not at all.
In fact, he was feeling a little guilty because now his groupmate was standing in front of him with a worried expression when in reality he had spent the afternoon reading fanfiction of the both of them together.
And he was starting to realize... things.
He was starting to realize that if filled his heart when the older talked to him like that, or that he found him extremely beutiful, or that he was looking at his lips right now