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        chapter one part one
I know I'm just 15 years old, but mom and Chris are so over protective. Why did mom even have to get married again because dad died. I miss dad. Why did mom have to married to that drunk guy. Why is my life so complicated? why can't i just be a normal kid? Ugh! I'm thinking to much again. Why can't i ever just walk home in peace without such stress?        But how can jason not over think about such things, when his life feels so awful. Jason doesn't really get to go anywhere out of the house, besides school. His step father, Chris is always drunk, and he's just too hard to handle sometime for Jason. But he keeps it all away from his mother, Mia.        " Finally home" oh no i forgot moms at work. Ugh now i have to handle Chris. Please be sleeping! please be sleeping!        " wheres your mother?" ugh he's awake...yay. " she's working"        " Don't be sarcastic with your father young man!" great! " your not my dad and i wasn't trying to be, all i said is that she's working" Like always he's going to start spanking me. He starting reaching something behind him. he.. he was reaching for a belt. he's gonna whip me with a belt!         " Talk back to me again!"  WHAP! the hits of the belt just became harder and harder each time Heard it touch my body. I wanted to fight so bad but last time i did he threatened me of killing mom. so I just stood there waiting for when I could be free to go. When the last spank of the belt touched me and Chris fell on the couch. I ran upstairs to my room. i took my shirt off and looked in the mirror. My body was covered in blood. all the scars ached. I took a wet hot towel and dabbed it on the wounds. every time i touched my body the scars ached more. But somehow i just fell asleep through all the pain.