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christian goldie68 heartfelt rambling writing

Ramblings: Of a Mostly Sane Woman is just what it says... What you see is what you get and in these pages you will see the real me!

Turn the page if you want honesty, integrity...and maybe a little crazy! Cause in the south we don't lock our crazy away...we put it on the front porch for everyone to see!All Rights Reserved

christian goldie68 heartfelt rambling writing

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Ramblings for January 28, 2015 - The Choices We Make
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I am me. You are you. People have a nasty habit of labeling and judging others. It's an instinct that everyone has and we do it all the time, without realizing it sometimes. These labels do not define us. Those judgments do not blind us of our true self. We know deep down that we are different but some people hide that. Some people think the only way to fit in is to be someone else. Some people want to change for others. Some people think it's best to hide thief true self from those around them. But you are all special. You don't need to change who you are. You are perfect. But sometimes people don't see that. They need help. So I'm here to try to help. I'm here to help you see how wonderful you are. I want you to be confident. I want you to be you.

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Everyone has their own personal question to ponder-something that replays in their mind over and over again. For a long time, I have always pondered my one question: "Was it my fault?" My name is Callie Jones. I'm just a poor girl from California, trying to figure my life out while vacationing in Florida with my mom's boyfriend's family. Finding yourself is hard, especially when it feels like you only have half of the puzzle pieces. They say one can only lie to themselves for so long. The hard part isn't lying. If you keep telling yourself a lie, eventually the lie becomes disguised as the truth. The real challenge is when you come to the realization that the lie you've morphed into the truth for all these years is torn apart, leaving behind the hurtful and undeniable reality. This work of literature is an official work written by Golden Maple 101. It is not intended to be copied, borrowed, or used in any way. - Thank you.