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The worst thing about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemy.
When you realize your own loved people whom you admired day and night, the one about whom you couldn't start or end your day without thinking first and the one for whom your heart always ached, had kept  backstabbing you, it will crush you into pieces. It will tear you apart. Darkness will haunt you and for a time you will be afraid to see the light.  However, at some point realization will hit you. From those broken pieces a new 'you' will be reformed that will be more tough , understanding and experienced much more. This is one of those poems that deals with heartbreak, realization, gratefulness and hope.
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DINGY LOVE
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