Should′ve never let you go
letyougo99
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letyougo99
Complete, First published Jul 15, 2022
Mature
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A normal day? I wish for nothing more than that. At the moment, my life is a single shard pile that I have to walk barefoot over. With each step, the cuts become deeper and yet the pain fades. That's how it will be, my future... 
I go further and something new approaches me every day, but all this just leaves me cold by now. I can't live like this, I have to free myself from this golden cage. 

I always thought that I had everything I could wish for, I had a great house that I had just moved into with my  boyfriend, a great job and great friends. 

But I had to think about HIM every day. the man who could still turn my head even though I hadn't heard from him for years.
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