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Should′ve never let you go

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A normal day? I wish for nothing more than that. At the moment, my life is a single shard pile that I have to walk barefoot over. With each step, the cuts become deeper and yet the pain fades. That's how it will be, my future... 
I go further and something new approaches me every day, but all this just leaves me cold by now. I can't live like this, I have to free myself from this golden cage. 

I always thought that I had everything I could wish for, I had a great house that I had just moved into with my  boyfriend, a great job and great friends. 

But I had to think about HIM every day. the man who could still turn my head even though I hadn't heard from him for years.All Rights Reserved

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"Knowing you," Harry choked on a sob. "Knowing you was a mistake." "No! Don't say that! You love me! You told me last night!" Alexa yelled. "Well," Harry said, looking Alexa straight in the eyes. "I lied." She gritted her teeth and threw her head up. "No! You love me, Harry Styles! I don't care how much you deny it! I cause an aching pain in your heart as you do mine! You do love me!" Alexa screamed. "No, I don't." With that, the boy Alexa once knew and fell head over heels in-love with fled the room, slamming the door in the process. "No," She sobbed. "It hurts. Rejection hurts. Heartbreak hurts. Love hurts." THIS IS 10000% A CARROT-Y FANFIC. please read at your own risk i wrote this when liam was a afraid of spoons, louis loved carrots and zayn said 'vas happenin?'. i sincerely apologize.

Teach Me | H.S by Hazza_Styles_Lover

"Then teach me Isabella! Show me what love is!" "I can't Harry. How can I help you if you won't open up to me? It's too hard!" "Please... just don't give up on me yet" *** Following the death of Harry's first love Ava, he vows that he will never again let himself get close to anyone, especially a girl. But when he crosses paths with Isabella (Izzy), he can't help but see the startling similarities between Ava and Isabella. As Harry begins to spend more and more time with Izzy in order to feel like Ava is still with him, Harry can't help but find himself being drawn to the bubbly, confused and slightly awkward teenager. Will Harry allow himself to feel happiness again or will he push Isabella way and isolate himself from the world once more? Can Isabella teach Harry to love again or is he a lost cause? Find out in "Teach Me" ********************************************* Strong language and the possibility of sexual scenes I haven't decided yet but I will make a notification as soon as the time comes. Also a few scenes of self harm! This story is safe to read for anyone who does self harm as I have given fair warning before any self harm occurs, you can simply skip the chapters and read on. If you would like to find out what happens in the chapters that you skip then you can message me and I will give you a summary of the chapter. I hope you enjoy and thanks for reading! -Steph xx

Meant For You by VioletSuns

Sometimes love just sneaks up on you and sometimes it's for the best. Sometimes though things go horribly wrong and you don't know which way to turn. Sometimes it's a mix of both. Hope lived a perfectly normal life, or as normal as can be with a mum that's a major fashion designer. For five years she isn't whole but then, seemingly out of nowhere a boy comes in to save the day. They spiral into an uncontrollable love. Things seem perfect. But then, when is lover ever simple? Friendships that were once all you had dissolve into the air, but you are never alone. A life once private is thrown into the public eye and hearts once whole can break in front of the world as they watch you cry. Could you handle it? Sometimes someone is just Meant for You

Legends - H.S by itsmiamoore

Golden, Fire and Magic... that's the answer I give to people whenever they wonder about us, they just nod and smile thinking we're too poetic for them to understand, and honestly, we are. You and I, have the world eating from the palm of our hands, we're the living romance fantasy everyone wishes to experience someday, perfect, fearless, timeless... the kind of romance that has people around the world falling in love with the idea of us us together, almost too fake to be truth. On the outside, we have the world believing in this strategically planned romance that will bring us fame and glory, but what are we behind closed doors? When the world is not there to watch? We're alone, just us... Two souls fighting our own demons, our broken hearts trying to find the light in each other, lovers in the night, just the two of us. We're legends. TW: Minor substance abuse. RANKINGS 18 IN #STYLES

seeing with stars | h.s by RASPLARRIES

"I've been trying to hide my depression these past few days, but it seems all too obvious to everyone. I have only made a few "minor" changes. Its been chilly so I went shopping, and when I came back, I noticed that every piece of clothing was black or a dark grey. I also had a longing to get a tattoo. I spotted this dark shop and entered it. After a while, they asked what I wanted. I told them a black hollow star, Because its exactly how I felt. I've burnt out of the happiness I once contained. I felt empty. I also began cutting again, but that was something only I knew." Yeah.

My New Life ➼ Harry Styles by emmahorvath

This story is about 18 year old Ella who's bullied and just hating her life. Self harm is something she does almost everyday. She has scar over her arms. She wants to commit suicide but she is afraid. She thinks if she does suicide, nobody will miss her. Her favorite band and biggest idols are One Direction. Her crush is Harry Styles. Everything changes when she meets 1D and gets Harry's attention. Is Harry going to be the love of her life or not? And what will happen in Ella's life after the meet & greet? Warning: self harm & bad language and smut*

a history in rust // h.s. au by wokeup-tired

The thing about your first love is that even after it destroys you and you hide it away in the back of your closet, behind your old high school yearbooks and your winter sweaters, you can't quite forget about it. You pull it out every once in a while and turn it over in your hands and let it take you back to another time and place, Kensington Gardens in a thunderstorm, Oxford Circus at Christmas, the hottest spring day the city's ever seen. And you feel it. Frozen fingers and a sunburned nose and wet hair sticking to your face, and you know that being over it is harder than it seems.

We Were Too Young L.S. by Majoana_Turner

Harry and Louis were the happiest couple, they had everything they could ask for, yes, they were closeted by their management but that didn't matter since they had each other....or so they thought. Louis broke up with Harry and left both of them in a very dark place. Both of them were half a heart without each other. This is a story of how they found each other again and finally felt at home. Or basically the Larry story that I interpreted thought their songs. I suck at descriptions, read it, it's good I swear :) Warnings: Self-harm, drugs and sexual content.

Silenced- A Larry Stylinson Story by LondonsQuiteBig2

He wants to shout it from the rooftops. He can't, and that hurts. "Love isn't about finding the perfect person. Because, if you are measuring perfection based on society's standards, nobody is ever perfect, even though everyone spends their lives striving to reach a level of acceptance that is physically impossible, and destroy themselves from the inside doing so. No, love isn't about finding that person who is void of flaws, or who is, in a social sense, perfect. Love, in its entirety, is about finding someone who is overwhelmingly imperfect, but willing to grow and learn with you, and it's about finding that person perfect- complete with all of their flaws and imperfections. It's not about changing someone, or "perfecting" them; it's just seeing the person, whom you wish to spend your life with, and who would break the universe to see you smile, it's about seeing them, an imperfect human being, perfectly. Harry, in my very broken and flawed mind, is... perfect. He is all that is perfect and all that is sweet and kind and funny just plain weird, but I love him with all of the love my heart could ever wish to possess. I love him with a passion that could silence the world, a passion only seen in storybooks and movies. A raging, fiery, bittersweet, all-consuming passion called love." TW: Self-harm/mentions of rape

Stole My Heart *Larry Stylinson AU* by KimSnakeJin

~Louis hasn't spoken for four years. He used to be full of life in other words he loved life so much but one day can change everything and in his case it made him hate everything and everyone. Why? What is the big secret? ~Harry Styles is the most popular boy in his school. He is loved by everyone and has great friends. Once he see's Louis for the first time he wants to get to know him. When he finds out he doesn't talk he wonders why and he's determinebd to find out. He never expected to fall in love. With just one look Louis had already stolen his heart. But can he figure it out on his own? Before it's too late? Will someone come in between them? ~There will be some Niam in there too ;) ~DISCLAIMER~ ~None Of The Characters I make up, Names Of Places, Or Plot Can be Stolen/Copied. ~I do NOT own One Direction at all and I don't own any of the songs that may be used in this book so all credit goes to whomever...~ ©Copyright 2014

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"Knowing you," Harry choked on a sob. "Knowing you was a mistake." "No! Don't say that! You love me! You told me last night!" Alexa yelled. "Well," Harry said, looking Alexa straight in the eyes. "I lied." She gritted her teeth and threw her head up. "No! You love me, Harry Styles! I don't care how much you deny it! I cause an aching pain in your heart as you do mine! You do love me!" Alexa screamed. "No, I don't." With that, the boy Alexa once knew and fell head over heels in-love with fled the room, slamming the door in the process. "No," She sobbed. "It hurts. Rejection hurts. Heartbreak hurts. Love hurts." THIS IS 10000% A CARROT-Y FANFIC. please read at your own risk i wrote this when liam was a afraid of spoons, louis loved carrots and zayn said 'vas happenin?'. i sincerely apologize.