Suicide {Writers Block}
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"What's wrong with her?" They whispered.
"Why would anyone love you?" They asked.
"Does anyone even love you?" They asked.
"You're so annoying." They said.
"Why are you even alive?" They asked.
"Go kill yourself." They said.
"You're ugly." They said.
"You're worthless." They said.
"You're meaningless." They said.
"You don't deserve to be alive." They said.
"No one cares about you." They said.
"You're fat." They said.
"No one loves you." They said.
"You're so stupid." They said.
"You're such an idiot." They said.
"Are you retarded?" They asked.
"Why can't you just be normal?" They asked.
"I can't take it anymore." I whispered.
it's on hold rn cause I have writers block
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