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  • Reads 208,792
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  • Parts 27
  • Time 3h 58m
Complete, First published Jul 17, 2022
I feel arms wrap around me, pulling me into a warm body. 

"No." I whisper out, I try to get away but it was no use, the arms only wrapped tighter around my waist. My body freezes when a hand comes around my throat.

"I told you kitten, I love the chase." I let out a groan when he bites my ear, pulling it. "Seems like I'm not the only one." A dark chuckle leaves his lips sending shivers down my body. I hold my thighs together as much as I could. 

"Luca, let her get ready." I look at Nikola, Luca let's go of me with a groan and I go to walk away from him. 

"You could always skip therapy and I could give you some therapy." 

"Luca."

                      x         x         x


Welcome to the life of Jessica Winters. A woman with a sad past. She was alone growing up, then she found Janice and Ray. Owners of the diner that she works at, they treated her like their own and helped her so much. 

She was okay with being alone, it's what she knew. It's what she was use to, then they walked in. As soon as the five men enter her life she was starting to feel things that she never knew that she could feel. 

Adrianno. Nikola. Stefano. Luca. Nico. Cold-hearted. Merciless. All dangerous in their own right. They were use to passing a girl around until they were bored. Until they went to the diner and saw the girl behind the counter. They could tell she was broken, but somewhere under the wall that she had built was a light that attracted them all. 

Come join the journey of  Jess trying to find herself. All while trying to juggle the new feelings and emotions that she's never felt before. Will she open up her heart, or will she run and never look back?

This story is filled with things that might be a trigger to some people. Suicide, multiple sexual partners, bullying. Please read at your own risk
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