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The Phoenix. I'll Find You. Part One
Feniksem
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  • Reads 66
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  • Parts 4
  • Time 26m
Feniksem
Ongoing, First published Jul 17, 2022
Mature
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The novel was officially published in Poland on 04/12/2023 as an ebook and was later distributed in print. Here you can read a part of it. It will soon be distributed as an ebook on American Amazon and Apple Books in English.

"'Phoenix' is both a slice-of-life and erotic novel that delves into the socially controversial theme of love. On one hand, it weaves a tale of rediscovery and returning to a semblance of normality after losing loved ones, offering a vivid portrayal of emerging from the depths of depression, panic attacks, and a deep exploration of the various mental states of someone unsure about their will to live. The protagonist, a painter, amidst this tumultuous journey, encounters Maris, a shining star of the Polish music scene. His youth, fervor, and untamed spirit sweep her into an unexpected odyssey - a journey filled with emotions, self-discovery, and a battle for her mental well-being.

On the flip side, 'Phoenix' also chronicles the life of Maris, a celebrity and vocalist seemingly at the pinnacle of fame. His hedonistic lifestyle is a facade, a means to avoid confronting his introspective nature and a burdensome past. What initially appears to be glittering success soon reveals itself as a house of cards, fragile and easily toppled. Amidst the pendulum swing of events and experiences, our characters shimmer, reflecting and redefining themselves as if in mirrors, embarking on a quest of rebirth.

The first volume concludes with a cliffhanger.
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