"Difficulties in life are not the reasons to give up.
I cried. I suffered. I failed.
But those hindrances will not stop me from claiming my dreams.
I fell. I stood up.
Memories from my past doesn't define of who I am today." Yan ang sinasabi ni Faith sa sarili niya. Mga panaginip na bumibisita sa kanya tuwing gabi, kasama ang mga hinagpis, iyak, poot at sakit na nararamdaman niya.
Sa buong buhay niya ay hindi pa niya nararanasang sumaya nang kahit isang beses. Paninira, pangungutya at panghuhusga ang nakukuha niya sa mga taong nakapaligid sakanya.
Paghihirap, diskriminasyon na kinaharap niya simula bata siya, pressure na galing sa mga magulang niya, ininda at tinanggap niya iyon ng walang pagrereklamo dahil isa siyang matatag na tao.
Because of the trauma she got, she became an introvert, a man hater, an expressionless lady.
Harrased, discriminated, and bullied, she experienced those things a lot of times, with judgements, degrades and also questioning her abilities to show herself what's she really was.
Next thing she knew, she met a man who'll protect her at I costs, but it will break her the most.
No clues.
No answered questions.
Just disappeared like nothing happened.
(Author's Note: Hello! Since I cannot open my main account which is FancyNique, I made this new account and this will be permanent. My facebook account was hacked 4 months ago and sadly, I cannot retrieve it. I missed writing so I decided to make a new beggining even if it hurts since I progressed a lot in my old account with a lots of reads and votes. I hope I'll get the same hype just like before, and thank you to all readers who are still waiting for an update and still waiting for Faith Martina to come back. Babawi ako. Tatapusin ko itong story na to. Maraming salamat po!)
Reminder: This was unedited so expect that there are a lot or grammatical and typographical errors. Thank you!
Fate.
What is fate? According to my research, it is to be destined to happen, turn out, or act in a particular way. Iyon na ang dapat na mangyari e-nangyari na e. May magagawa pa ba? It is what it is kaya tatanggapin na lang? Para bang kahit anong mangyari sa buhay mo, wala ka nang magagawa. Iyon ang nakatadhana, iyon ang dapat na mangyari, iyon ang nakasulat sa libro ng buhay mo kaya wala na. Tanggapin mo na lang.
I was born rich. Nakukuha ko ang lahat ng gusto ko-kailangan ko man o hindi. My attitude and personality was already rotten that nobody can tame me except for the man who introduced himself as my fiancee. If my parents were both heartless for me, he isn't. Ako lagi. Ako muna bago ang iba-bago siya. But, the story of my life isn't favor of me. From being proud and arrogant, I became pathetic.
Good thing that I have him. He is always the shoulder that I always have to lean on. He is like my guardian angel for taking care of me. Siya lang talaga ang may kayang umunawa sa akin. Siya lang talaga ang nag-iisang umiintindi sa akin. That's why I kept on asking him, why -
why does he love me so much?