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Shattered Mask Of My Reality

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angst depression flowers romance rose teendrama

this is a story about oleander a bisexual teen age 19. This is her story about overthinking the rights and wrongs, making her blind to what is actually happening around her. 
she has a childhood friend named amaryllis who has a crush on oleander. but is to afraid to say something. 
the quiet kid who was quite handsome confesses to oleander and gains confidence that he probably shouldn't have had. then showing his true colors and that's where the problem starts. follow oleander and her adventures....

Also the beginning of a lot of at home problems that start stressing her out :)

This story is a teen romance and does have mention of suicide and death warning for sensitive readers it has a lot of triggering content.
Will have mild smut but very detailed.

Please have fun and remember
Pfft- don't get to attached to the characters my goal is to make you cry 😈

Oh yes I forgot this Is a flower themed novel so I'll try and explain it as I go on but flowers that pop up in the story will hint to what happens next.All Rights Reserved

angst depression flowers romance rose teendrama

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