Help me to help myself
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It's been a while since Koko last heard from his ex boyfriend. His eating disorder has destroyed everything, but he cannot forget Inui and does not want to live like this. So when he reads the letter from Inui, everything changes.
Trigger warning: Serious warning, in this story, anorexia is not only treated casually and everyone should consider beforehand whether the pictorial description of anorexia, its consequences and symptoms is okay for oneself.
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