Slowly then all at once

We had been together since we were 4..
May not seem real to you, but it was real to us..
At 6 he would invite me to hang with him and his friends at recess
At 7 he would give me cheek kisses in front of everyone
at 8 he would hug me from behind.
At 9 we shared our first kiss at
At 10 we hung out everyday at
At 11 he would grab my butt( silly him)
At 12 would would have makeout sessions.
At 13 I would wrap my legs around him and love him to death...
Then I was told I was moving to Europe across the world from america.. The night before I left We gave eachother our virginity.
Now im 17 and a senior in high school and guess what.. Im moving back and im not excited its gonna be so awkward, My names Sophia Lynn (played by Selena Gomez) and his name was Carson (Dylan O'Brian)