Sixth: My Year of Falling Short

This is the story of the past year of my life, starting from July 2021 and ending in June 2022 (the reason for this timeframe being defined as a year will be explained in the story). So much happened during this time frame that I actually felt I had to write a whole new thing about it, rather than try to add it into My Testimony.

Feel free to ask questions if you wish to understand or are curious. . . but if you are aiming to attack or accuse or ridicule, please don't do that. If you continue even after I ask you to stop, I will mute you.

The writing style will probably stagger sometimes. One chapter I might write it from a storytelling perspective- me telling the story from outside and another I might tell it more like I'm the character in the story to be able to more easily express emotions or paint a picture of what was going on. The update time for this will also be interesting. I might get into it and finish it in 2 days. . . or I might have to take week breaks in between to refocus and process, as all of this is still very fresh to me right now. So be patient with me plz <3

**TRIGGER WARNING! I REPEAT, TRIGGER WARNING!! There will be themes of severe anxiety (with mentions of sui*dal thoughts), depression, brief indications of potential s*xual assa*lt, and similar topics (no s*lf h*rm though). There will also be heavy mentions of spiritual warfare and attacks, so if this makes you uncomfortable, this is the first of many warnings. Feel free to ask questions with the intention of understanding more, not to accuse or ridicule.