-Sequel of To the Moon and Back- A small visit from the old bird she never wanted to see again turned into her always wanting to constantly make him proud of her. She wishes she could tell herself why... Now that she knows who she is, she feels that she needs to confront who she once was. Morally grey to becoming a good person was definitely not in her afterschool plans. While she slowly realizes something important, she goes through a path of self-actualization. (Every chapter's title is a MARINA song)