The deepest depths of my mind

This is a book about my darkest thoughts. Intrusive thoughts, Radom thoughts, and everything in between. I will be posting chapters as these thoughts cross my mind.
⚠️some of these thoughts can be upsetting to some readers. Readers discretion is advised. Just thought I'd give you guys that ⚠️
Some chapters will be longer than others. Please bear with me. I'm hoping that getting this shit off my chest will hopefully help my mental health...... negative comments will NOT be tolerated. If you don't like the thoughts I'm posting, keep moving along. I'm doing this as a form of self therapy for me because I can afford a therapist, I just hate them. Questions are allowed as long as they are genuine questions and not super overly personal and not rude.

Thank you
~your friendly non-binary mentally ill friend.