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Does it ever stop hurting? // Ranboo angst // ON HOLD

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angst dsmp dsmpfanfic fanfiction mcyt mcytfanfic philza ranboo ranbooangst ranboofanfic tommy tubbo wilbur

This is cc!Ranboo angst.

Ranboo has a horrible home life. What happens when Ranboo accepts to move in with his friends? Will his secrets stay hidden? Will someone find out?

This is my first story don't be mean. I apologise if there are any grammar mistakes. Feel free to give feedback. I'll be putting TW's at the beginning of the chapters in the comments, incase someone doesn't want spoilers for the specific chapter.

This is slight vent.

This book contains TW for: flinching, d3pression, s3lf h4rm, e4ting dis0rder, throwing up, intrusive thoughts, facial dysmorphia, su1c1d4l thoughts and actions, abus3, homophobia, f slur, panic attacks

Started: 20/7/2022
Finshed: ???All Rights Reserved

angst dsmp dsmpfanfic fanfiction mcyt mcytfanfic philza ranboo ranbooangst ranboofanfic tommy tubbo wilbur

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Behavioural Tutor by TheGreatestChip

Tommy was known as the school's 'Bad Boy', the 'Troubled Kid', the 'Problem Child' and in extreme cases, the 'Psycho', all because he was different. No one understands him, until one day when he gets a Behavioural Tutor and a Therapist. He's had them before, but these people seem different. They're willing to listen to him, to learn about him, but in doing so, realise something is off about Tommy. Is he just a cool kid with an attitude, like Techno? Or is there a secret Tommy's tried so hard to hide. One that would explain his behaviour and frequent injuries. One that would make Tommy a victim and not a culprit. So... this got derailed so uhm... it's now a gang book! I have no idea why people like this monstrosity but wooooooo angst! Im not really going to go into too much details with TWs, (I don't want to spoil the plot) so read at your own risk. I'm really sorry! But as for the ones that I know of: SH panic attacks Weapon use Weapon description Death Swearing (Pls tell me if there are more I should include) This is a lot like Flower_Blooms's book called Behaviour so please go and read theirs as well :] Cover by kait kait on twitter. (Yes, I'm English so we put the month after the day) 1 on tommyinnit --> 11/10/21 1 on behaviour --> 8/10/21 1 on tommy --> 14/10/21 2 on tubbo --> 14/10/21 3 on angst --> 17/10/21 50on philzaminecraft -> 3/12/21 69 on sleepyboisinc -> 10/11/21 1 on sbi --> 14/11/21 2 on angst --> 18/11/21 3 on wilbursoot --> 26/11/21 1 on sleepybois --> 27/11/21 200 in fanfiction --> 29/11/21 43 on technoblade --> 3/12/21 4 on ranboo--> 6/12/21 12 on tutor --> 25/12/21 1 on tommy - -> 4/07/22

Alleyway by bitgorl

There will be arguing, abuse, swearing, slurs (they are censored) and panic attacks/anxiety. I'll put TW's at the top of each chapter if they include it. Tubbo and Tommy are found in a box on the side of the street, Techno finds them and takes them both to his home where he, his brother, Wilbur, and his father, Philza, live. They are neighbors with a bunch of the SMP members. Cover by @_lemontears on twitter!

Control (Au + QnA) by Yuki4345

Ranboo is part Enderman, we know this. What if someday, these enderman powers grow stronger and he is unable to control them and accidently hurt Tubbo, Tommy, Wilbur and Philza. Ranboo gets scared of himself and isolates himself completly. Tubbo doesn't give up on Ranboo though and wants to help him get over it. Tommy doesn't agree with Tubbo, but Philza and Wilbur convince Tommy that Tubbo knows what he is doing. What will happen, when Tubbo tries to find and Calm Ranboo? Will Ranboo continue to live with the guilt he lost control and when will it happen again? TW: THIS CONTAINS SHIPPING OF THE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS!!! I DO NOT SHIP THE ACTUAL PEOPLE, BUT THE CHARACTERS IN THE SMP!!! THE SHIP IS MORE OF A SIDE THING FROM THE ACTUAL STORY, WHICH FOLLOWS RANBOO AND MY HEADCANONS!!! If Tubbo and Ranboo (The actual people and the rightful owners of Tubbo and Ranboo) does not feel comfortable with their characters, in the smp, being shipped, this story will be deleted. From my understanding, they Aren't comfortable being shipped together, IRL. I think it is ok if it is fictional and is about the smp and not IRL.

~Try to Detect My Love: Unmasked (Quackbur)~ by TheSassyDuckk

Wilbur is enjoying a normal walk home when he notices something following him. Or someone. Little does he know, whatever he's about to do was about to change his life forever. - - TW: blood, gore, kidnapping, and mention of being drugged, alcohol, guns, abuse, and character death CW: Swearing, Yelling, Panic Attacks, starving, fighting, and Quackity and Wilbur my beloveds **This is based off of the !c not the !cc's** - #14 in angst (6/27/23) #6 in quackbur (6/27/23) - This is my first fan fiction so it won't the best, but I love writing so I'll try! Cover drawn by me! - - TTDML (name shortened) (story originally base in 2021, the years pass as the story goes on) (Began on 9/23/21) (Completed on 12/27/21) (31 chapters; includes epilogue)

That One Fated Night by ItsKristinG

This is a MCYT Story, there will strictly be no SMUT, as I feel uncomfortable writing them. This is a Supernatural AU mixed with a School AU. -------------------------- Trigger Warnings!! Swearing Talks of fighting Yelling Angst (very little I think) Blood -------------------------- It was supposed to be a normal brothers day out. Why did this happen? How did this happen? WHAT happened? "Tommy?" "Tubbo?" "...no fucking way." -------------------------- Alternative description: [the longer one] Tommy, Tubbo, Phil, and Wilbur decided to go for a camp out. Then... Someone was attacked. What secrets will be unraveled and what will they find out about their world? Tommy woke up on his bed with his whole family around him. Phil, Tubbo, hell, even Wilbur. They all looked like they just finished crying. Tommy looked up. "Tubbo?" Phil and Wilbur heard this. "...no fucking way." This is my own Supernatural AU, with a small hint of a school AU because why not, thus, some bits of the story may not be what you are used to. -------------------------- I will take down this story is anyone involved expresses that they would like this story to be taken down or feel uncomfortable from reading it. There will be quite a bit of dialog as I am more used to typing in dialog than describing the surroundings. Of course, I will try to describe the surrounding area, but don't expect too much from it as I am not that good -------------------------- Now that the intros and stuff are over,,,, I hope you have a great time reading this book! Have a nice morning, afternoon or night wherever you are! [I will be reading all the comments because it's quite funny seeing people's reactions to stories i write.]

"Looking out for you~" [ranboo x fem!oc] by mayminrouu

this is a ranboo x reader fanfic! i will update as much as i can - there will be no smut in this what so ever! only things like kissing, cuddling and hugging! any triggering subject will be tagged with a tw - enjoy <3

A Sleepy Girl-Sleepybois au by Dreamsmpgang11

Y/n has been in and out of horrible foster homes, and always comes back to the same rude foster care worker who doesn't care what kind of home she goes to. So, when the Watsons bring her home she is scared and shy because of what she has been through. Will this house be the one or does she get sent back once again? TW: Blood, Anxiety, Depression, Suicidal thoughts, abuse, bullying, panic attacks, death, self-harm, hospital, ed. TW will NOT be presented before every chapter because I feel like that spoils the chapter but they are all listed above.

𝚁𝚊𝚗𝚋𝚘𝚘'𝚜 𝙻𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚂𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛 by VansInnit

[COMPLETED] All his life, Ranboo hid the existence of his little sister for her protection. They've been through a ton of family trauma and they will not risk having any sign of it on social media. What happens when his little sister runs into his room unaware that Ranboo was on stream and in a call? How does he explain himself? This is NOT an 'x reader' story. This story does NOT involve romantic relationships and DOES NOT INCLUDE SMUT. This story does have some fluff but also angst, so read the beginning of every chapter for potential trigger warnings! Started writing: 10th July 2022 10K reads: 17th October 2022 Finished writing: 30th December 2022 20K reads: 30th January 2023 30K reads: 6th October 2023 40K reads: 2nd August 2024 :) Highest ranks: #1 - ranbooangst #1 - benchtrio #1 - ranboolive #1 - hallucination #2 - tommy #2 - tomsimons #3 - panic #4 - tubbolive #8 - dsmp #8 - philza #9 - wilbur #10 - sbi (my fourth book)

like a brother to me || crime boys by tommyinnit_exe

tws will be at the start of every chapter, but the following includes: self harm depression medication eating disorder talks of suicide/suicide slight abuse this is all platonic!! tommy's going through a lot but wilbur is always there to help him. wilbur eventually decides its best to invite tommy to stay with him, tubbo, ranboo and phil. this is my first fanfic so please no hate ^^

I go La La, Lalalala La! (Tommyinnit Au) by Flareongirl360

(I guess?? Basically if Tommy never betrayed Technoblade. Basically inspired by a lot of stories similar to this. Anyway here's the actual description below ⬇️) Exile. One of the worst things that happened to Tommy and believe me, loads of bad things has happened to him. But being stuck in a single place, far away from his friends and family and with a blob that has taken two of his canon lives and who may have plans of his own, has to be up there in Tommy's list of Worse Things that Has Happened to Me. So he ran away. Whether he snuck into Technoblade's house was intentional or not is honestly up in the air to debate. But when it came to it, Tommy had two choices. To stay with his supposed elder brother who is not dead or go back to the people who turned their backs on him. He picked the first choice. Now Tommy has to live with the fact that he and Tubbo may not be able to repair their friendship and that the country that he helped build is basically f*cked! But that is not the end of the story. I'm not about to spoil the entire plot in one description. Read to find what happens! (Yes I'm doing one of these fics. Sue me or whatever but they seem fun to write so ya know!)

Brothers. // Crimeboys (DISCONTINUED.) by criminal_raccoon

HII THIS IS LITERALLY MY FIRST PUBLISHED THING FJSJDJD !!TW: Mentions of self-harm, childhood trauma/abuse, mental breakdowns/panic attacks!! Tommy is a bit autistic here so please point out if theres anything I did wrong in that!! (Tell me also if theres anything offensive that i commented on saying, ill delete/fix it :] ) 'Tommy's mental health is shit, he overthought a lot but his eldest brother - Wilbur - helped him through most of it, his mental health took a toll when his middle brother - Techno - passed on, his anxiety and depression got worse, Wilbur noticed this and picked up on what he has to do to help Tommy.' Includes: Fluff, angst, (PLATONIC, BROTHERLY) pet names/nicknames. (Cover fanart by @introboymeets on Twitter) -Will/Tom =)

fatalism (allium duo) by cxtboy_

Book 1/5 --- ". . ." Time flew by faster than he had thought. "The more I trust, the less I see. The less I see, the more I trust." A quote that's been uttered in the back of Tommy's mind whilst hanging out with a certain enderman hybrid, he wondered what would go wrong. Nothing. Or at least that's what he had thought at that very moment. He'd never knew that he'd see the day where everything went downhill in a snap of his own fingers. --- DISCLAIMER : this is not meant to be skewed into any sort of shipping. this is all platonic. i will strictly not associate with any reading list that implies that this is anything but that. please do not forget where both ranboo and tommy's boundaries are placed and poppytwt please gtfo. thank you. --- this fanfic can be abbreviated to FL (for example: fl!tommy , fl!ranboo , fl!tubbo , etc.) --- tag places: #1 in angstfic - 3.5.22 #28 in alliumduo - 3.9.22 #1 in angstwithbadending - 4.25.22 #1 in dreamsmpangst - 10.29.22

Hell Of A Ride by dialoug

Tommy after 7 years, at the age of 15 finally gets adopted by a 32 years old man, and now has 2 Older brothers. His 2 bestfriends aren't getting adopted though. They've been bestfriends since Tommy was put in here. They're the only reason he isnt happy getting adopted. ------------------------------ First book! Just doing it for fun, probably nobody sees this- (*'∇')ﾉ but hey! Lets give it a try!(English isn't my first language!) ------------------------------ 2022.10.02 - #3 on angelduo

[✓] Neighbour (TommyInnit) by gh0ster_

︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶ ୨୧ ︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶ 'I guess you're the new neighbour our landlady was talking about, it's nice to meet you!' - When Finnley Reed moves into her new apartment, she doesn't expect her neighbours across the hall to be the Tubbo and TommyInnit. What starts as a casual introduction quickly turns into a whirlwind of chaotic adventures, unexpected friendships, and unforgettable experiences. Finnley's life takes an exciting turn, but it's one she never anticipated. ︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶ ୨୧ ︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶ *note* This story was written during my time in the MCYT community in 2020, but it's now outdated, and I'm no longer an active part of that fandom. Trigger warnings are provided at the start of applicable chapters, along with a brief summary to help you navigate safely. Thank you for understanding, and enjoy! [Discontinued]

3 days (Dream SMP AU) by potatoreak

A message has been sent to the inhabitants of the Dream SMP and everyone gets sad when they get to know, that Ranboo will die in 3 days time. Tommy was upset as well, but not because Ranboo was dying, but because he would leave the world behind as well. What would become of his spider-son? What about his friends? When should he tell them, if at all? AN: This au is inspired by that one meme I saw on YouTube. Feel free to comment on this story. (I won't abandon my other story!) I don't own the characters of the Dream SMP in this book. They belong to their rightfull owners. 1# Brotherblade on 8. August 2022

I give up. |Tommyinnit angst| by EllisLS

this book was meant to be me just giving up on writing but yk I had to turn it into a book lmao !TW!//SH/ED/ABUSE/ANXIETY/OVERTHINKING/PANIC ATTACKS/SELF HATRED/SWEARING/VOMITING/SUICIDAL THOUGHTS// THERE WON'T BE A WARNING AT THE TOP OF EACH PAGE!! - - - -two endings! (THE FIRST ENDING IS OG ENDING!) -PART 2 COMING OUT TO OG ENDING SOON MAYBE??? STARTED : OCT 29TH 10:19 PM FINSISHED : NOV 23RD 1:21 AM

'i don't have anywhere else to go.' - a sleepy boys inc story by farenh1te

"Tommy? What- it's 2 in the morning-" Phil is shaken from his half awake daze at the sight of Tommy, on his doorstep, looking like he's been through hell and back. "Hi. I-I don't have anywhere else to go. Can I stay-" Phil interrupts him with a soft, "Come in." started 17 jan 2021 finished 8 feb 2022 wow okay fuck wilbur soot i should have had worse things happen to him CW for swearing - no really there's a lot of swearing i'm warning you now TW for cutting/self harm, physical abuse, panic attacks, vomiting, ed, depression, anxiety, flashbacks, PTSD, nightmares, kidnapping, alcohol abuse, domestic abuse if i need to add any other tw's i will do so - if you want me to add any just ask and i will :) no romance, purely platonic family dynamic (some dreamnotfound but not shipping any of the main characters) THIS DOES NOT REFLECT THE IRL PEOPLE IN ANY WAY. if they are uncomfortable with this i will take it down immediately.

"𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝐿𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝐴𝑤𝑓𝑢𝑙...𝐶𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑊𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑈𝑠, 𝑀𝑎𝑡𝑒." | 𝑆𝐵𝐼 𝐴𝑈 by bigbahongaloos

Tommy had just recently moved homes. The one he left was one full of memories. Not good ones, but not necessarily bad ones, either. He didn't have much to live for at his old home, so he moved in hope of starting over and meeting new people. He had no more family, and his school friends had long moved on from him. In fact, the only number in his contacts was his mum's who was long passed away. Tommy was young (sixteen, to be exact) and he often forgot things. Usually just as simple as forgetting to do the laundry, or forgetting to reply to a notification on his phone that he received three seconds prior. Simple things that didn't matter. This time, though, he forgot to charge his phone before leaving his new, barely furnished apartment. He didn't think much of it. If it died, it died. No biggie, right? He figured he'd be alright for an hour or so without his phone. That is, until he got lost in the large, unfamiliar town that he definitely didn't even slightly know the layout of. He didn't know where he was or how to get back to his apartment, especially without a GPS. And then, when it definitely couldn't get worse, it began to rain. Tommy was soaked. He was cold, hungry. He cut into an alley and sat down against a brick wall, curled up on himself. He sat there for a while, and then heard footsteps. It was three men. The older one crouched down in front of him. "You look awful...Come with us, mate." But Tommy didn't want to. These people felt...off. ~~~ TW// Cussing Kidnapping Injuries Manipulation Stockholm syndrome Drugging someone etc... ~~~ Started: May 10, 2023 Finished: August 5, 2023 (This took way too long 😭)

betrayal (evil TommyInnit AU) [unfinished] by Lavenderfrost__

Tommy thinks his friends betrayed him after he got exiled so he gets angry and wants revenge. Some chapters contain descriptions of violence, blood, death/ suicide so if you are uncomfortable with such things, don't read this story. Your mental health matters. this is my first DreamSMP fanfic so please give me feedback :) (This story is based on the events on the DreamSMP and contain some spoilers about what happened (most things are made-up though) so if you don't want to be spoilered in any way, please don't read this story) ‼️This story is unfinished but contains a draft/notes at the end of how the plot would have continued/ended‼️ This story is about the characters in the DreamSMP universe. It is purely fictional and does not reflect the real people, nor does it support or condone the actions of the people it is based on.

In Times of War by Ijustwantedcheese

Tommy's home is one of the many casualties of this ongoing war he knows nothing about. This not pog to say the least. But as least he can do whatever he wants being one of the only survivors and all right? Wrong! But hey now it's his job to figure out what the heck is going on and find someone who can help him. Luckily for him he finds some information that could lead him to getting help and finally escaping this nightmare of a place. These unsuspecting victims.... I mean people will now have no choice but to love Tommy and protect him in anyway they can. (Also on ao3) (this is literally my worst fic so I would recommend reading any of my other ones instead lol)

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Behavioural Tutor

Tommy was known as the school's 'Bad Boy', the 'Troubled Kid', the 'Problem Child' and in extreme cases, the 'Psycho', all because he was different. No one understands him, until one day when he gets a Behavioural Tutor and a Therapist. He's had them before, but these people seem different. They're willing to listen to him, to learn about him, but in doing so, realise something is off about Tommy. Is he just a cool kid with an attitude, like Techno? Or is there a secret Tommy's tried so hard to hide. One that would explain his behaviour and frequent injuries. One that would make Tommy a victim and not a culprit. So... this got derailed so uhm... it's now a gang book! I have no idea why people like this monstrosity but wooooooo angst! Im not really going to go into too much details with TWs, (I don't want to spoil the plot) so read at your own risk. I'm really sorry! But as for the ones that I know of: SH panic attacks Weapon use Weapon description Death Swearing (Pls tell me if there are more I should include) This is a lot like Flower_Blooms's book called Behaviour so please go and read theirs as well :] Cover by kait kait on twitter. (Yes, I'm English so we put the month after the day) 1 on tommyinnit --> 11/10/21 1 on behaviour --> 8/10/21 1 on tommy --> 14/10/21 2 on tubbo --> 14/10/21 3 on angst --> 17/10/21 50on philzaminecraft -> 3/12/21 69 on sleepyboisinc -> 10/11/21 1 on sbi --> 14/11/21 2 on angst --> 18/11/21 3 on wilbursoot --> 26/11/21 1 on sleepybois --> 27/11/21 200 in fanfiction --> 29/11/21 43 on technoblade --> 3/12/21 4 on ranboo--> 6/12/21 12 on tutor --> 25/12/21 1 on tommy - -> 4/07/22