You Have to Wait for the Rainbow

you know that one person at your school who you think you know, but realize when you get to know them that they aren't what you expected? Yeah that's me. Except nobody knows much about me. I don't talk. At all. Ever. Why? Because my words are what dragged me into depression and I don't want to accidentally say something wrong and hurt someone like they all did to me.
So, as long as there is another person within earshot of me, I stay silent and straight faced.
But when I get left alone, its a completely different story. if I'm in a good mood, I will do one of the many things I enjoy doing. But if I'm in a bad mood, nothing good ever happens.
This is the story of a girl who struggles to truly be the person she wants to be.
this is the story of me.