Lyrics of the songs I put in my vent playlist

!PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION BEFORE GOING TO READ OR AT LEAST READ THE END NOTE!
I'm serious I will literally put the lyrics of every song in my vent playlist in this book because WHY THE FUCK NOT?!
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Mentions of:
-$u1c1d£
-$£lf-h@rm
-betrayal (probably)
-feeling like up have to be "perfect"
-mentions of gore in some songs (most likely)
-$£lf-h@tr£d
-literally bad parents (possibly even t0x1c or @bu$1v£)
-Mentions of t0x1c friends
-mention of depression or possibly smiling depression and possibly other mental issues (I put this warning here for who doesn't feel comfortable with this type of topic)
-possibly mentions of abandonment or trust issues

Note:
For each song I will put the extra warning if these warnings aren't read and after each Song of their actual lyrics, i'll put a version of the lyrics that actually fits a little more like the reason I put it there. Anyways that's all, bye.