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ok Jimmy x moon. I wanted to read some fanfiction of this but found barely anything soooo imma do it myself. 🤣 I haven't written anything since I was like 16 and it was scary bad soooooo I really hope this is better.

Buster is very intrigued by Jimmy from day one. after years of thinking he Just couldn't love anybody and something was wrong with him (maybe due to his past?) Jimmy awakens something inside Moon that both excites him and scares him. but how will he tell Jimmy? and will Jimmy kill him first? this lil koala seems to have a death wish and he's on a one way train to having Jimmy punch his ticket.

TWs: 
-mention of rape (no I'm not writing the actual thing. Ok? 16yearold me would have but now I cannot bring myself to write that rn especially with what that scene would include I'm not doing it for my own mental health) 
-bdsm/humiliation/extreme (it's a grapefruit ppl it gonna get hella spicy ok?)

I think that's all the warnings I need but I'll try to fix it if neededAll Rights Reserved

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