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Before My Withering [枯萎之前]

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Reads 183,338
Votes 7,204
Parts 45
Time 5h 42m

alrightnevermind

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"Nobody likes an old plaything.
It's not like, it's love."

Xiao Yu was a beta turned omega, who loved an Alpha named Qi Shu with all his heart and soul, offering his body in exchange for his warmth. This love, however, was exploited by Qi Shu as his greatest weapon to trample him. The moment Xiao Yu lost everything because of this harboured feelings, he broke himself free from the chain that bound him, after all, there was only so much he could take before his entirety slowly shrivelled to dust.


Author: 月昼
Translator: Hiraeth/ Eyljee/ Abo DammenAll Rights Reserved

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