Before My Withering [枯萎之前]
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  • Reads 188,936
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  • Parts 45
  • Time 5h 42m
alrightnevermind
Complete, First published Jul 20, 2022
Mature
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"Nobody likes an old plaything.
It's not like, it's love."

Xiao Yu was a beta turned omega, who loved an Alpha named Qi Shu with all his heart and soul, offering his body in exchange for his warmth. This love, however, was exploited by Qi Shu as his greatest weapon to trample him. The moment Xiao Yu lost everything because of this harboured feelings, he broke himself free from the chain that bound him, after all, there was only so much he could take before his entirety slowly shrivelled to dust.


Author: 月昼
Translator: Hiraeth/ Eyljee/ Abo Dammen
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Phərømoneş; The Fællën Ælphå

24 parts Ongoing

Keith Alexis once took pride in the fact he was alpha and was on top of the social ladder a prideful young ignorant alpha who knows nothing on how the world works. befriend an alpha with dominant genes soon an event unfolds forever traumatizing and changing his life the alpha is no longer an alpha but an omega an rare omega unable to function without an alpha the former alpha had marry dominant alpha. how will his life unfolds and what happens when met with his traumatic past once again? Will he ever truly recover from the awful past or will he stay crippled by that unforgettable event? this is story of Pheromones; the Fallen alpha

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